Rabubbles

Shackled in an empty room. tortured by my thoughts. My mind just might be my doom. In this loneliness, I rot. I pushed you away Unintentionally I think of you everyday. Affectionately I'll love you forever if you stay. Unconditionally Staring through empty glass. awaiting your return. We used to rest in the grass. watching stars burn. I watched you walk away. Unintentionally You told me it would be okay. Affectionately I'd love it if you'd stay Eventually Running through these empty streets. It's you I hope I find. For together we are complete. Hopeless love by design. I won't let you get way. Unintentionally I hold you close everyday Af

To the one that saved me Our excitement perceives to be Real only in our fantasies It's only rational in cemented dreams. Sorry love, I don't buy it Our allure ignites emotion Lives complete with commotion Brought to a pause by a caress Every touch a form of progress Ready to reveal what this could be Going forward hoping to see A moment for us as one

I feel the warmth on my skin Should I open my mind? Should I let this new life begin? I see the light in your eyes Should I follow it? should I let it die? I wish things were different Should I turn back time? Should I make it Brilliant? I live life in the glass box Should I shatter it? Should I check the locks? I feel the warmth slip away Should I open my heart? Should I let this new life decay? I see your light shine Should I wait for darkness? Should I make it mine? I wish you were here Should I find you? Should I just disappear? I live to set our world ablaze So only you and I remain

I melt in blue tinted skies waist deep in the ocean God, we dont meet eye to eye but still i go through the motions i miss drowning in her scent nothing made me feel more alive shes just a handprint in the cement like swinging at a beehive if beauty exists within then why hide behind make up if there wasnt sin no use for religions we make up pick me a winner dont look so confused with eyes so cold, winter im sick of being abused

took for granted this air i breathe my heart torn off my sleeve go ahead, squeeze it like you mean it hide that secret your scared to admit you taught me a lesson making me a crueler person i wish you would stay out of my head no, you scream in my ear instead dont let me forget your existance make me run the distance keep throwing me that fucking bone your the only one hurting me at home joy to what they find when they tear me apart the only man living without a heart i love you like no other give it back so i can recover the story is sour and stale chances are all this will fail time to sleep, done with today i think in the end, it will be o

A lonely ghost, gazing through iron gates beauty stands, static motionless in white opposing his blackened silhouette with each step the distance grew panic sets in quicken his pace without realizing his mistress vanished months wither slow as seasonal change he patiently sat awaiting for her return not knowing a name he calls to her he picks the finest flower settling it in the dirt an offering he hangs his head hands folded an erruption of prayer fills the cool air silence... his head rises to align with peircing eyes beauty open hand without hesitation without knowledge of what lies ahead with out letting go behold the truth of love

church bells... they ring, in my head silence....on the otherside never been so loud it hurts , why??? voice...i hear mine... missing yours many questions still, wondering thinking the worst gone...hope.. quickly, just as it came a month... seemed like a year a month... felt like a lifetime its meaning,fleating do you get, that feeling like mine, just you and me no one else can fill this hole i know it hear me out please, winter.... cold harsh winter.....

Happiness is in your eyes, washing over me as you stare Sadness is when my body cries, Knowing that you are not there. Happiness is feeling your touch, Warming me, deep in my soul. Sadness is when I drink too much, To fill this empty hole. Happiness is killing me inside, Wandering where i do not know. Sadness is when I've died, upon letting you go...

stand by the fire let it warm your soul pretend your real, hide the wires imagine the glass full the only thing that completes me is the fact that you are you are free you are my scar i need you to need me needing me is your curse without me, you cannot be you exist in my verse i love you you love nothing what am i to do all i know is... i have to do something